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[bigbad]

it was one bloody word. typed too. that's not awkward.

[slay]

wasn't the word that was awkward, it was the serious lack for other words. what's up?

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[bigbad]

just wondering how you've been.

[bigbad]

also fred's dead back home.

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[slay]

wow, that just paved over casual conversation, didn't it?

[slay]

who was she? to you.

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[bigbad]

a friend. from angel's team. we were close. then a w&h employee infected her with a demon that took over her body.

[bigbad]

i couldn't save her. none of us could.

[slay]

you can't save everyone, spike. people are going to die. good people. and sometimes, there's nothing you can do to stop it. and it's terrible. but, that's what life is.

[bigbad]

i know that. i don't feel guilty for her death. [much.] it's just disconcerting seeing her here.

[slay]

"disconcerting." you okay?

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[bigbad]

yeah. i just miss you thought you should know.

[bigbad]

i do want to know how you've been. saw you got your pig.

[slay]

if you need any yeah. yeah, i'm good. great, actually. just uh. lots of free time. been trying to play ferry guide for people who drop in.

[bigbad]

i've mostly been poking fun at them. gets boring, being alone.

[slay]

spike.

[bigbad]

what?

[slay]

you know what.

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[bigbad]

sorry, i'm making it harder. i really don't mean to.

[bigbad]

i'm just as bad about not thinking before i text as i am with speaking.

[slay]

i keep thinking you'll be here when i get back. and then you're not. i tried to pick up blood for you tonight i know. it's okay. i'm figuring things out.

[bigbad]

think you'll call me when you have it figured out? yeah. me too. i still love you.

[slay]

um. i forgot to. chapel. she's the one you want to talk to at the hospital to get your blood. don't just take it, she knows the deal, she'll give you some.

[bigbad]

right, good to know. she's okay with it?

[slay]

we have an agreement. i've been donating.